it's all a shock as I look back on my life I find myself wondering did I remember to thank you for all you have done for me. I still can't believe your gone .you might be gone physically but you'll never leave my heart mum. for all the times you were by my side to help me celebrate my successes and all my defeats,or for teaching me the valued hard-work,good judgment, courage and honesty.I sat here and wonder how much we didn't get to say to each other, but coming to think of it, you've thought me the basic things I need, to move on in life, its really hard to accept you're gone. your the best mum, I mean you were the best mum, you thought me how to be content, proud of who I am and and to be strong just like you. every moment with you was no regret but a blessing. it feels like yesterday hearing the last words with a smile I am fine mean while you knew you weren't. you were a strong woman and I really hope Awele myself and Dumebi will end up being just like you. I remember all the fight we had and then I thought you were the worst not knowing you were training me to be the best .no one can ever replace you mum. its like you knew you were going because a few months before you travelled you spoke to me about how I should be strong if you ever give up the ghost.if anyone had told me you weren't going to be here again to be here again on 12th December I'll have laughed and probably have slapped the person literally. I remember last year December 23rd when we all danced till day break ...good times! it still seems impossible that God was taking you.you had so much to live for so much to do and though you've walked passed heavens gate we are never far apart for every time I think of you, you're night here, deeping heart.I am really happy that I got the opportunity to see you on the hospital bed the day before you went to be with the Lord. it gives me great joy that your last words were where are my children and then your breathing stopped. the time my heart shattered was when Duane,Dumebi and I walked into the hospital hoping to see you, but dad told us you were sleeping with the Lord you just passed away. who knew the time you were travelling will be the last time you step into the house , or you holding my hand will be the last time you will you were a great wife, mum, sister, daughter, niece, aunty, teacher, mentor, friend and companion! you are and will always have a great impact in my life and the life of some people but for suite the day I'll never forget is 12-12-2014.love you mum♥love Destiny